A taste of Blood.

so Ive been doing this for a seriously long time. doing this = playing in a band.

ive been in a few bands here and there since I was 13. haters have always hated. when you are someone who gets attention, you get hated on. ive learned its just the way it goes. I also know how competitive, jealous, insecure, threatened, intimidated and deceitful other girls can be. Ive been doing this for so long that I can see, very clearly, the tell tale signs of an insecure threatened girl from a million miles away. If you think you phase me, you are kidding yourself. You wish you could phase me. Ive seen girls, come and go come and go… so how about this, like IVe said, Im just going to keep doing my thing and keep on living as none of you with any ill thoughts toward me exist.

you may think that me writing this shows I care. again, wrong. and this is why.

I can give you my advice.

girls who write to me everyday dealing with the same problem. whether is be bullying at school, haters, unsupportive family, whatever it may be that is bringing you down… it took me a long time to get to this attitude. it takes a lot of self pep talks, and self motivation and a lot of growing and believe it or it takes practice to gain self confidence. stay strong, work on it, believe you are the shit and others will follow. I promise. It may take time, but better to start now than never. 

<3

Ash

Life has thrown a lot of hard shit my way and I’ve conquered it all. I’m thankful for all the pain, trials, hardships, love and friendship I’ve gone through, for making me the person I am today.